Tomorrow I have a midterm. And the next day, I have a very difficult homework assignment to complete and turn in by noon. Fortunately, spring break is next week. It seems far away, and in some ways, I am dreading it. You see, I've procrastinated so many errands, tasks, projects...etc, putting it all off to finish during spring break. Now, my spring break is filled with things to do. :(
Anyway, I just want to stop and smell the flowers. Just for a second. I think, if I could just stop and realize how fortunate I am, how amazingly blessed I am, I could cope with this intense stress. I guess this is a reoccurring theme in my life. I complain because I am unhappy. I am unhappy because I am ungrateful. Anyway, I'm going to go to bed now, and I am going to try to dream of lovely things...